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So they day started out fine. Mom and I took Chyenne to the high school to set her schedule for next year then took her back to the middle school to finish the day. We then went to the career center to fill out apps for work then went and got something to eat. After lunch mom wasn't feeling well so I took her back to her place and she asked if I would pick the girls up and bring them to her after school. I said sure and went home to finish filling out apps. Then the time came to pick the kids up from school. Dj, like the good kid he is was waiting in the car pool line like always but the girls were no where to be found. Now they know the rules. They are to be there so I get them and go. I finally chased them down and got them in the car only to have my 13 year old sister tell me that I was a B**** and that she could care less what I wanted. I told her I was only doing what I was asked to do and that if she had a problem she could take it up with mom. She then proceeded to yell more at me and tell me she wished I would just die already and that it was all my fault that they moved out here and were so miserable. I then told her that her experience here was only what she would make of it and if she didn't make it a good one then she wouldn't be happy no matter what. Then she proceeded to tell me that I was a controlling B**** and I forced them to move out here and made mom a B**** because mom never acted like this when they lived in California. I told her that things were going to change with mom because they had to and she said that I control mom. I told her that I didn't force mom to move them out here. I didn't fly out there force her to pack all their stuff and make her drive out here. That mom is a grown woman with her own mind and can do what she wants. She then told me again that she was going to pray to God that I would just die and leave her alone and I told her she could just get that fantasy out of her head because I plan to be here on this earth for a very long time. But that she was more than welcome to pray all she wanted just not to be mad when her prayers didn't come true. I said this calmly and quietly and I think it made her madder because she said that as far as she was concerned she had no big sister, that she couldn't wait to get away from me and that if she had it her way she would get emancipated at 16 and move back to California. She said that she hated me and that she wasn't thankful for anything I did for them at all because she has had a crappy life since they moved here. I told her that was fine and that from now on she could find her own way to and from school. I was not going to go out of my way to help an ungrateful brat who doesn't know what it means to be family. I then told all of this to mom and told her I would continue to help Mom find a place, car and job but that I was no longer going to help Cheyenne with anything. Mom of course made her apologize to me which was fake and I knew it. I then told mom that one day Chey is going to have to face the real world and when she does I will get a real apology because she will understand how much I went through to help them out. That if she didn't change her attitude toward life in general she was headed for a very long and hard road. Now I understand that she is a teenager and that in their minds they know everything and us adults are just stupid but for her to be that ungrateful for anything just blows my mind. I don't know what else to do other than tell her I will always love her but that I have washed my hands of her for now and walk away. Don't get me wrong I do love her but sometimes I just want to throw her to the sharks so to speak and let her see just what this big mean world is really like. We may live is a stupid hick town as she calls it but its a mean place this world this day in age. I just wish she would get that already. The poor girl is going to give my mom a heart attack with all the stress she keeps putting on her and then what is she going to do. I feel bad for what she is getting herself into but I'm not going to try anymore.

Anyway I need to get off here before I get any madder from reading this. Please tell me what you think I should do and if I'm right or wrong. Blog at you later.